MY HEAD

OMG my head hurts EVERY FREAKING DAY i swear and its the most ridiculous thing because you would think I worked construction and had 7 kids and a husband that beats me.  I lay in bed and work like 5 hours a day what is my problem.  pills, massages, sex, sleep, vicodine nothing cures my head it drives me bat shit crazy and its super annoying

J Brand Jeans vs Target's Mossimo Jeggings

Im disgusted by J Brand Jeans I have a few pairs that I recieved as a gift and at $189 a pop, I am NOT impressed.  These jeans are identicial to the Mossimo Jeggings you can get at target for under $20.

J Brand

Mossimo

Im thinking about selling the J Brands on eBay and going to buy 15 pairs of Mossimo.  Nothing about the J brand jeans is recognizable, get the mossimo and say they are J Brand.

Cougar????

Sooooo I met this boy, in my life I completely believe everything happens for a reason, in this instance I hardly EVER actually meet anyone off a dating site in real life.  I get annoyed, bored, distracted, turned off, disgusted and rather pick my teeth then waste my breath meeting bat-shit crazy weirdos.  Well this past Friday or Saturday (whatever) I met this boy CJ, Charles, Christ he is a gnat, but he is not bad looking so I go with it and now he is in love with me.  But it's like I don't fucking get it. Can I find a happy medium.....either I get the men that don't even acknowledge my existence (ahem, KEVIN) or I get the cling on, Over-whelming please marry me tonight types. WHAAAAAAAA

My bff (Candy) encourages me to stick with boy ( who is 6 years younger than I ) I feel like something mentally would be wrong with me if I continue to do so, we are not on the same page, Im smarter than him and more laid back, he wants to spend 365 days a year with me and Im all like I just seen you 5 days ago.  Please go out with your friends and let me take a nap <ZZZZZZZ>

Different Styles

With my mind being every where it leads me to like different styles of clothes which is fine except Im not a bizillionaire to be able to afford my needs.

Not Happy

i want a kitty

Speaking of Make-up

Im almost 30 years old and just recently learned how to do make-up.  My girlfriend Candy and I would go out clubbing and she would say "are you going to put on any makeup?" and Id be like fuck it.  It already would take me 2 hours to get ready without it.  Then One day out of no where BAM I started watching YouTube videos for hours and hours turned into days.  The first full makeup I bought was MAC I bought $$$ and tried my hand I went from this

The extent was a shimmery bronzer, black eyeliner, mascara, lip gloss.....
All my pics were the same or with less

my very first "smokey eye"

and this was my second

This was actually an arabian / cat eye look that I love and tend to recreate using different colors

MAC Make-Up

Lately I been pissed off because I have been breaking out like Im 13 as soon as I get rid of pimples new ones come and then it hits me.  Ever since I started using MAC my skin has been awful, I have considered this in the past.  Always on YouTube I hear how MAC would break people out but I put in the back of my mind because no way makeup that cost $30 an item would mess up my face.... so for months I continue to use it.  Finally with nothing to lose I decided to lay off, its been a week, my break-outs are gone.  Whaaaa what am I going to do with these MAC face products now...... what am I saying? who cares no more acne!

Secondly, I just recently got an eyelash curler, from e.l.f for $1 and I love it! I cannot believe I never used one sooner